I just found out tonight that my husband never wanted to have our baby. I can't even begin to explain how much that hurts my heart.

Or how done I am.

I'm going to take the first job that comes my way, no matter how dismal it is. He won't have to take care of her much longer.

Athena may not be 'daddy's girl' but she IS my miracle and I'll do anything to take care of her.

Even if it means taking a job that ruins my hands.